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hey dis is ya girl steph. For every one that wants ta kno im doin fine. There really nothin ta say. Me n Tim are doin great. He's been so sweet lately. We have our old relationship back! well other then him theres really nothin on mah mind ta say. work is goin good i didnt get paid yet but i get 2 checks next week . well i'll keep dis updated jus leave me sum luv.

Love Always,

Tim's babi gurl, Stephi <33

ok well tis is everything thats going on with me, and me and tim. First the whole thing with me and tim. Tim has been working alot and when he gets home he falls asleep. Its hard for him to call me becouse the phone is always being used or he is busy baby sitting or hanging out with the people where he is living. I have been a bitch lately and thats another reason why he doesnt call cuz i always bitch at him. On monday i hurd from germeny, the kid that tim hates and the kid that likes me that he was cheating on me with linsay. of course i believed it and never talked to tim about it. I "dumped" him but i still never talked to him about this. I called his brother christian and told him everything... and of course he told his mom. so Tim got a call from his mom about him fucking linsay and yet i still havent talked to him. he got in some deeeeeeep ass shit. he called me and left a msg and he broke up with me and he didnt wanna  have anything to do with me becouse i kinda fucked up his life. well me and linsay were talking and she told me to clear this whole thing up becouse its not true. so i called up his mom and cleared it up. but he still wanted nothing to do with me. so me and linsay were talking agian and she got tim to calm down and she got him to call me. he called and i said i had a note and a card to give him. We met half way and i gave it to him but he wanted me to go back to linsays cuz her dad wanted to meet me. so i went there and tim still wasnt talking to me. he was reading the note the whole time. then me linsay anthony and tim went to the pizza place. i waited 4 tim to finish the note then i said i was going i gave linsay a hug then asked tim to give me a hug but he just desided to walk me half way. so we walked and i was like can i atleast can i get a good bye hug, so he gave it to me. i started crying like crazy and tims just said stop crying and i told him thats i cant becouse im losing the love of my life and its just so hard. well he told me not to worry about it becouse things will get back to normal and i stoped crying but i was still very upset. he gave me a kiss and he said just look at this as a break and we started talking and by the time i left we were making out and he told me he loves me more then any thing in the world and he even gave me a big hug and picked me up and spun me .. i love thos hugs. well anyways things are back to mormal but our relationship is kinda limited now cuz i have to earn my trust back. ok now about me, i got the abortion today. i was really scared but i just though about tim the whole time and how he told me everything was going to be ok so i calmed down. i was in the waiting room from 9:40-2:00 it was boring,cold and i was hungry cuz i couldnt eat or drink anything. well i got put to sleep and i woke up in a recliner so i dony remember anything but im fine, just really tired but no pain. well if you have any comments on this entry you know what to do

<33 stephi

Hey every one guess what today is me and tims 7th month anv. i would be happy in all but the fact that he told me that hes going to be too busy to even call me any more really hurts!!!! i had work today and i ran into Germeny. Him and tim used to be friends but he hates him now and i never knew why ... well that is untill now. Tim has been Cheating on me the whole time we were together. the past month hes been fucking other girls behind my back.  He has done so much shit behind my back and i never even noticed it. Germeny even told me that he used my phone to call the girls he was cheating on me with. Right now im realllllly mad. But this is all going hit me later tonight and im going to be up all night crying about this. I really didnt want this to end ... and end this way.

<3 steph

ok there has been ALOT of stuff going on with me latly. And im about to say every thing right now and i know people are going to talk mad shit about me but i really dont care anymore. No one is perfect and well my life sure as hell aint. Ok thing one - im pregnat. Most people know this but i am. Im almost 3monthes. now the question going on in ur head is, am i going to keep it? and no im not. Im not trying to kill a baby but me and tim are NOT ready to handle it and if my dad finds out that i am, well then i wont have a dad. im soo scared right now. and the fact that tim hasnt been around im even more scared. I mean i throw up at least twice a week in the morning. My emotions are always diffrent and really i feel like every one abandoned me. Tim is living with linsay and he's working and well he just dont have time for me right now. and when he does, he doesnt try hard enough to find me. alot of my friends are saying i dont deserve this from him and that i need a boy thats going to be by my side and im mad about that ... im not mad that they said it. There my friends and i love that i know they will tell me the truth. im mad becouse its kinda true. but tim is my life and i dont wanna lose him. i just have to hold on. Im getting the abortion done next thursday. Im sooo scared!!! i really want tim to come, but he has work.  I just wish he could be there :(. another thing ... i miss hanging out with my friends. I miss going out on friday night and most of all i miss my life. Well im not saying all this stuff to get attention, im saying this stuff to get it off my chest. Well now im sure alot of people are calling me a smut and stuff but i really dont care. well im going to go.

Love you Tim !!!

*Stephi*

Name - Stephanie Anne Currie

Age- 15

D.O.B. -  2/13/1989

Hair color- Blonde

Eye color- brown

Fav color(s)- Blue and Pink

Fav candy- Gummies

Fav Song- Dont have 1

Fav kind of chips- cheader and sourcream

Fav memory- valentines day, Slept over tims, and he gave me a dozen roses and we spent the whole night just talking and having fun. i miss thos days

Fav store in the mall- forever21

Fav beach- Wildwood and atlantic city

fav icecream- bananna

Who do i trust the most and can tell anything to - my mom

who do i love- Tim, and i love him with from the out side of my heart to the inside

 who do i want to marry- TIM!

Who do i want to be here now- TIM!

Who comes first bf or friends- boyfriend :-/

What would you chose- day without phone or computer- phone

strawberry icecream or chocolate- strawberry

no makeup or no fashion- no makeup

dorneypark or wildwater kingdom? - DP

..... i will finish later